The Way of Magic by Jadson Marreiro
Summary of my life before and in The
Way of Magic
I was born on 12 February 1990, during
a Brazilian carnival [the meat festival], my mother took me out into the street
as a newborn baby and I got all greased up with eggs, starch and even some
unusual things because they no longer had eggs or starch, they were already
throwing even coloral...
When I was two years old my sister cut
my hair into the shape of a gourd because she didn't know how to cut and put
the strands of hair inside a matchbox and then dropped a bottle of nail polish
which left a scar on my stomach that may have disappeared by now?
From the age of three to four I don't
remember anything...
But at 5 I fell in love with Gabriela
in kindergarten, it was love at first sight, and it lasted until I was 11 when
I found out she didn't want me, I in tears cried lying on my bottom bunk....
At the age of 6 I decided that when I
grew up I would become the biggest bandit in the world, at 7 I had my first
birthday, at 8 I knew the pleasure of the body touch without sex...
At the age of 9 I was converted to
religion, with the words of the young preacher called Jedson who won my soul
for the kingdom of heaven...
When I left the service rejoiced with
the conversion, a man called Consul asked me: is it really true, or is it just
a joke? And I answered: it is true, really true, it is not a joke.
And I went on my way...
I started reading the Bible with the
New Testament, then I went on to read the Bible until I was 10, after I had
read the whole Bible and achieved holiness and the gift of tongues, vision and
revelation and casting out of demons and purity of heart...]
But I started to want to interpret the
Holy Bible most of it literally and I started to be a religious fanatic in the
Protestantism in a church near where I live, until I decided to do a fast for 3
days, with 5 minutes to go for 3 days I was taken to Maracanaú hospital totally
weakened in my organism and I was taken to the emergency room to take serum in
the vein and I passed almost to eternity in the third heaven, when I, by
excessive hunger, felt the smell of the soup and shouted: I want to feel the
smell of the soup! And the cook said: you are already feeling it, you just want
to feel the taste, right? And I answered: yes. Then they gave me soup and I
started to eat and a young woman started to massage my legs until they became
strong and I decided to walk and walk like an old man and a newborn saying to everyone:
I am walking people look, I am walking! I was discharged and at the age of 11 I
stayed for a while at my cousin Paula's house and then came back home. When I
was 12 years old I met the Grunge band Nirvana and I became a fanatic for it,
and I started to put the sound on the last volume and my sisters ran to the
backyard, because the sound was only for those who could stand to hear Nirvana
loud at the last volume and the whole street listened and when my father
arrived, I turned the sound down or he exclaimed asking me to turn the sound
down and I turned it down and ran to my room with anger or hate in my heart and
then I started to write Grunge and Rock songs and then I started to drink
rarely and then I didn?t want to go back home, my father and the neighbour had
to force me to go inside the house with my hands and I said no need I'll enter
myself and I did and I had imaginative hallucinations and went out through the
streets of the neighborhood, at 15 I ran away from home three times and ran in
the middle of the street with the traffic and walked and ran backwards and I
was also bitten in the ear until I bled in the Library of Maracanaú, she was
what I call a human vampire, I saw a brown room with aged furniture and a
fireplace lit until I felt her almost take all my soul, when she took her face
from my face and her mouth from my ear, only later I knew when I touched her
that she was bleeding, and I got home, but my father said it was just a beetle
that bit, it was not a vampire or just hallucination, but after that day I
started to run without crossing my legs
at an incredible speed for me and feeling seductive and having an abnormal
power and animality of spirit, and then the urge to drink blood from the necks
of others and that lasted until I was 19 at the age of 20 until the age of 26 I
practiced tantra thêlemico ypisilônico and until today I practice in May 2016,
I decided to be a witch, the greatest that exist, at the age of 15 when I was
studying occultism to fight it, but after the hug or bite in the ear I became a
psychological vampire and after that I decided to be a witch, the greatest that
exist...
My life in The Way of Magic:
The Devil lives in the details
At the age of 15, away from the church,
I became a witch hunter, but by surprise hunting witches, unknowingly, I came
across a young girl who I assumed was a vampire, but make no mistake the aura
and appearance of a vampire can often or almost always be the same as that of a
witch, usually a vampire doesn't dress like a goth, not in my time...I had seen
her before, but didn't notice or feel anything suspicious about her.... But
that day when I activated her mind...For she said: he is saying he will rape
me.... She understood English, but she interpreted it wrong, I sang a Nirvana
song that says: rape me my friend and not: I go rape you my friend... which is
what she had understood... But I said: I did not say I was going to rape her, I
just sang a Nirvana song, against rape (which was an irony about it)... Then
the owner of the children's room in the Maracanaú library said ok Jadson, let's
go? I said: I'm reading, and she said:
Oh, you are? And I said: "Yes. If I hear any noise I'll come here and take
you out, and I answered again: OK. The end of this story is on the site:
spectrum gothic is just access via internet and the rest has already been told
in the previous title: Summary of my life before and in The Path of Magic.
After that I decided to do a pre-initiation with magical steps, and I
remembered that when I was 12 years old I was initiated by Baphis and started
to be proud of the name Wizard and after that I decided to be a witch, the
greatest that exist, I spent the 15 to 16 years studying magic in books and in
the internet and decided to do The Ritual of self-initiation, I also had a
mystic initiation through what I consider The Master Memeu, poet and writer of
SOPOEMA when I was 12 years old and it was like this until I was 19 when I
finished the dialogue that we started in 2002 and only finished the dialogue in
2009 between The Master and The Disciple resulting in the learning that I will
take with me until eternity: Thank you
very much Venerable Master Berotolam.
The devil lives in the details and it
didn't take long for him to get his pointy ass and fork and give his sulphur stinking
arse for me to kiss.
I was at the apex of the studies of
witchcraft and there were not many more things in witchcraft for me to study,
then I came across a knowledge that had emphasis in the Middle Ages, but its
origins are in all the cults, sects, orders, societies, syncretism, circles and
religions, houses among other knowledge, wisdoms and experiences of the earth:
Satanism which I later discovered is also a form of witchcraft called satanic
witchcraft; before anything I checked the ground I was treading, studying the
ground theoretically, until I decided to be part of or practice any magic,
ritual or formula, I thought a lot.... Until I intimately came to have a
fascination, admiration, taste so great for the satanic texts that I did not
see myself distant for a long time of daily readings and whenever I could get new
texts, and every day when my father did not give to get money that was honestly
achieved to access internet and buy books whenever I could, related to magic
even if it was not in that subject which I was seeking at the moment, but the
focus was Satanism. I started the subject by the most recurring theme among
beginners: the Black Mass that was the inverted worship of Christians, since
the medieval Christians were inverting the pagan cults, making the pagan god in
the Christian demon which they distorted: the horn that was synonymous with
authority turned into malevolent, the legs and nails that was the defense
demonstrated as an instrument of attack and ferocity, the half below the body
called satirical and pagan (in the pejorative sense), animalistic, the animal
breasts of the god efeminaram giving a sense contrary to what it was,
fertility, the cycle of life and motherhood for the pagans, or made the pagan
religion what it was not, deformed the original concept and essential paganism,
being a worship of life and unconditional love of the earth was made a lie and
harm, which was never, because Satanism was born of the reaction to inverted
against paganism by Christians creators of the term Latin paganis, which
actually is Satanism a satire of Christianity institutionalized and transformed
into religion by clerics and ecclesiastics among others, which the Christ never
wanted, because as Nietzsche said not exactly described that way:
"the church is the anti-christian
form of christ's teachings (Because Christ came to earth, but did not found
religion, did not found synagogues, lived with whores and thieves, publicans,
teachers, soldiers, adulteresses and even so was crucified and killed, for I
say that if Christ came again to earth in the form of flesh, people would kill
him again, shot, beaten or lynched, for this generation is an unbelieving and
viper race, as He said, truly "man was born bellicose and instictional by
nature", proof of this is the animal origin of the primitives: religion
has brought the human being many blessings, but it has also brought hatred and
fanaticism everywhere it has passed, even with the tired and needy mob,
christianity is an inversion of natural values and nature, just read: turn the
other cheek; do not follow the heart because impurities come from it and then
it contradicts itself saying where the treasure is your heart is, for it is so:
there are two traditions, the Black Hand that with evil if it manages to win
will preserve through the flood according to the earth and the tradition of the
White Hand that with good will destroy with fire this orb, this I learned some
time, but as I was saying I learned about Missa Negra which is a cult where a woman
stands with her vagina wide open where the priest makes a cunílingua and then
voraciously devours with his phallus the vulva of the priestess or virgin
chosen for that office and all the assistants of the black mass begin the orgy
and desecration of their bodies with all kinds of sex between all the sexes,
but before that the priest makes the whole mass until after the orgy the
inverses of the white or Christian mass, the Our Father and everything that is
spoken is said in Latin in reverse or in the native language in reverse....I
read texts until I started to read printed books or via internet, like: The
Black Book of Satan, The Satanic Bible, Saint Cyprian Black Cloak, The Witch,
Saint Cyprian, The Legitimate Black Cloak, The Temple of Satan I and II by
Stanislaus of Guaita and etc... I read about necromancy, The clavicles of
Solomon, Goetia, Sacred Magic of Abramelin, Dogma and Ritual of High Magic,
after learning the most about Satanism I decided to self-initiate in Satanism:
the ritual was: a hexagram made with chili pepper, on the belly and on the
phallus also chili pepper I delivered that sacrifice on the phallus with chili
pepper to Lucifer and the burning I did not feel, but I felt a refreshing
sensation as incredible as it may sound and I did the evocations, but before
that as it happened with Crowley with the sacred magic of Abramelin I could not
finish the ritual because I was caught naked by my father and my sisters in the
room inside the hexalfa and with the belly scratched by pepper, that was my
self-initiation that I consider complete to Satanism...I was initiated by
Master B who taught me about flow of energies and heavy ones too, who told me
about things that I cannot talk about here, I was initiated by Master T who
showed me black vultures coming out of the ground and incorporated made a pact
not him but the demon(spirit) that was in him and cannot pass from tree 14, I
was initiated before by a pagan vampire A.C from here in the city, I was
initiated into necromancy and pagan vampirism by J.J, I was initiated before by
Master F who taught me theoretical Quimbanda, I was initiated by Master A who
taught me the essence of Paganism and occultism and by M an adept, then I spent
some time trying to do what Master A asked
me to do in a virtual message: he said: when you
discover to understand without words and to understand what Occultism is, come
here, that I speak to you, I spent a long time away from Master A, even today
at 26 years old in May I did not go to see him for our dialogues magister-discipularum,
and in the course of this time in his absence, I discovered very important
things, these things happened between 2005 and 2016, I also met Lord Pasqual
Duarte, a pseudonym of a friend who entered the fruit of Occultism, but did not
ally with him, in the month of March of that year: 2016, he had the knowledge
of things of a society very known and all over the world, but he preferred not
to become neophyte of it, he told me things that only those who are in the top
of the hierarchies know, those who have the higher degrees, that I dare not
mention here, maybe in an interview I will talk about this case, or later.
I will summarise what I have learnt in
more detail:
J.J spoke to me of a spirit of the
secret satanism or occult and of the black alchemy perhaps that only the ones
that are inside of the Religionis Gothicarum (Gothic Religion), it seems lie,
but it exists Gothic religion among the Gothic of style and Gothic melancholy
and that they follow the Gothic philosophy, it doesn't exist, or seems little
probable, but certainly it exists, who would reveal, the secret of a wisdom
that comes before the times, if that energy brought as much disgrace as success
and the gift for adentrar the her it is the destruction of the ones that are to
his/her surroundings and self-destruction, for in the end, to accomplish the
core of the soul and of the dreams of a human being: the personal evil that is even stronger
than the inner good? And would you accept it? Of course a beginner in
witchcraft or an initiate would say no inwardly and would be afraid within
himself to be part of this apotheosis of the human id, but those who came back
from the abyss and became Masters of the Temple would accept if the only thing
that would make him famous was evil, but if it was an illustrious life they
would not hesitate either... Who has never watched a horror movie and not
dreamed of being one or the killer? A highly good person because most would
rather be the villain than the victim or the good guy, the spirit I spoke of is
called Fêma-Abel and you do 5 things to him and in return you will have the
life you always wanted, even if at the beginning or the end you are soaked in
mud and slime, I did the five things but still not becoming a successful man, I
had an experience with a demon from the second or first hierarchy of hell or
star portal or a god...Not much is known about the origins of Fêma-Abel, it
could be a vampire demon, a god, or pawn demon ...Make no mistake the word Fêma
has no origin in female...Master J.J also taught me about the vampiric and
occult and satanic symbols that I will not draw here, but just research a
little or in depth and you will know them...An example of a known symbol is
that of the black easter and that is all I will talk about...
Master F told me a lot about the Book
of Darkness and about Saint Cyprian, and he told me about astral travel and the
time from there related to here (the material plane), and he told me about
Baphomet and he told me about the magic that is done I don't know how... But I
only know that when it is done Lucifer eats the guardian angel of the person
and the person becomes part of it and the guardian angel gives a sharp and very
painful cry, because he is destroyed in the life of that person and he loses
his soul, it is a very embarrassing cry, because the cry of the angel causes a
mixture of pain and shame... He taught me a magic of the black candle, which I
will not teach, for many may have access to the powers of darkness, I will not
teach it for reason of fear and secrecy...
Master A told me superficially about
Babalon that at that time I did not know and today I already know, he told me
about the book that sinks the ground, he told me about Astarte and other gods,
goddesses and demons, he told me about Baphomet and Baal and many other
things...
Adept M showed me a lot of musical
material and secret books and told me many other things that nobody knew that
he knows: this all took place between the ages of 17 and 18...
When I was 18, I was older, I could
have more knowledge than an adult practitioner of magic can have, when already
knowing the goddess Astarte and some magical mysteries, I entered to the sacred
prostitution, not the one of the old times that were many times paid in the
cabaret of the kingdom, but it was free, because I was not a prostitute, I was
practicing the true prostitution, the really sacred, deliberate, but not
promiscuous, for nothing, but not with any person, at the beginning it was
actively, then patient and after that thêlemica patient from black tantra,
alphabet and agamic (non-gamma), then I sought to reach and I reached the
denser degree of matter which is the degree of Lucifer and I reached, the
denser degree of matter consists of drinking too many alcohols until you feel
that you have to stop, when you feel that you are drinking too much or your
stomach is bad, then before you get cirrhosis stop: I started to drink heavily
at the age of 19, I drank from week to week, but before I was 20 I stopped, my
body was already thickened by the drink and had already become what it should
be....From 17 to 19 I had already collected a lot of initiations together with
those I do not mention here, apart from those made at self-initiation and after
them, I also started initiating or/and only teaching both via internet and in
person...
I taught about mental travel to a young
friend, which I learned at 15, I already knew meditation and energies of Qi , I
taught everything I had learned to many people, both as espermo-gnosis, as
satanism, vampirism, luciferianism, baphometism, mental magic, telegnosis that only
I and three more know : a psychedelic trip that became real; I learned black
alchemy, mental, spiritual, philosophical alchemy, studied some of its
symbolism, hermeticism, kabbalism, occultism, neo-occultism, paganism,
neo-paganism, thelema, magick, tantra, archimagy, metamagy, mental and
energetic transmutation, oneiric trips and etc...
Meditation you may already know, Qi
energy, it's the energy that you feel when you are still for a long time,
numbness, tingling and an electrical type energy comes in that numb part when
you remain still and you can use these psycho-electrical discharges to harness
the energies of the Qi...
Non-gnostic sperm-gnosis is that which you
before practising degree IX º offer it to whoever or whatever you want not
being a physical person and ask for something in return...
Vampirism has a few degrees following
research about:
I will describe it not in the order you
learn it, but in a didactic order that you will know if you are learning in
that order or not:
Psychological vampirism
Psychic Vampirism
Mental vampirism
Sexual vampirism
Vampire-demon
Demon vampire
Dark Vampirism
Religious Vampirism
Gothic Vampirism
Draculian Vampirism
Cainite vampirism
And other grades and clans that I won't
mention here.
Luciferianism is only practised through
mental magic, there are no physical or material rituals.
Baphometism consists of exoteric and
esoteric baphometism: the exoteric is on the internet and in books, the
esoteric is not in these places... And both I can say I have practised: if you
want to know more read the book of the Ordo Baphometis or Ordo Baphometis...
Mental magic: mental travel, mental
pact, mental prayers, mental regression and progression, entering dreams,
mental divination through dreams, mental Satanism, mental vampirism, mental
espermo-gnosis, invocations, telepathy (I don't understand with words, but only
with sending energies), psychometry, telekinesis (I didn't learn),
Luciferianism, expansion of the mind and contraction and mentalisation,
destructions, constructions and reconstructions and transformations of mental
energies, psychokinesis (I didn't test it)...
Black alchemy: use of black energies
and inversions of nature and mental profanations and so on.
Mental alchemy: mental magic using
alchemy.
Philosophical alchemy: alchemical
concepts and knowledge described in books and tablets and constructs and its
philosophy.
Spiritual alchemy: sacred texts and
spirituality using alchemical practices.
Hermeticism: Entry and Exit of worlds,
intra-worlds, inframunds, supramunds, hyper-worlds, and consciousnesses below
and above the physical and below the physical and in the realms between,
planes, spheres and dimensions parallel or not, vertical or horizontal...
Cabala for Brazil:
A B C D E F G H
1 2
3 4 5
6 7 8
I J L M N O P Q R S T U
9 10
11 12 13 14
15 16 17 18
19 20
V X Z
21 22 23
Y W find
out the K
9 6
If you want to know about occultism
read: Eliphas Levi, Anton Szandor Lavey, Stanislaus of Guaita, Papus, Nicolas
Flamel, Paracelsus, Abramelin, King Solomon (medieval goetic works etc), Rubens
Saraceni, Flávia Muniz, Anne Rice, Ane Bensant, H.P Blavatsky, H.P Lovecraft,
Mary Shelley, Bram Stoker, Lord Byron, Cruz e Souza, Augusto dos Anjos, Alvarez
de Azevedo, Lêdo Ivo(Bats), Lygia Fagundes Telles, Works of the Knights of the
Round Table, Stephen King (Horror and Mysteries), Robert Louis Stevenson(The Doctor
and the Monster), J.K. Rowling, J.R.R . Tolkien, Paulo Coelho, Oscar Wilde,
Nathaniel Howthorn, Historia sem fim, Cornelius de Agripa, Eddie Van Feu,
Gerald Gardner, Krishnamúrti, The Return, Saint Cyprian, The Witch of Evora,
The Cross of Caravaca, Megera, The Witches of Ebony, Grimoires and Bulls,
Malleus Maleficarum, The Witches' Gospel and etc...To learn more about Thêlema
beginners study The book of the Law, Fernando Aiwass Ligvori and Crowley, ,
Sexual sorcery, the eight Meditations, Liber 413, Liber 777, Crowley's
Technicas sexual de Magick, , estella rubae, Porta lucis, Al Sagitarium and if
you want to learn Thêlemic tantra, in another work, I will describe what I call
: The Apprentice, The Companion, The Master... : in this work I will write about
Ypsilonic Tantra Thélemic.
Writer: Jadson Marreiro
